Too many things and too little time...

I have a list, a long list of "to do things". This is not your ususal day to day "to dos". Seriously speaking "to accomplish". I wanted to accomplish a lot in my life before i reach what i am today. (don't crack your head to know my age. Age doesn't matter as long as matter doesn't age).

Loved music instruments. When i was young i was crazy with guitar...credit to Illayaraja..later piano....credit to classical movies..Few years ago, i started my piano class..for some reasons, dropped. (still love to learn, i may..). Recently, i started taking guitar class...though not very regular to class..i do play some notes....

Loved to learn classical dance(Bharathanattiyam). My mom was a classical dancer..a classy woman... She didn't want me to learn anything she knew..bad...well, she had her own reasons....then tap dance..influence kamal hasan...downloaded few from youtube..shd wait and see...recently ball room dance...again....

Wanted to learn French and Spanish...so sad..in future? God knows.

Learnt yoga and meditation, no time to practice...not an excuse..serious...wht to do?

Liked, like gardening..my plants are longing for my fingers soft touch...hope they donot curse me..someone stole their time...

Want to exhaust all the good books in the world...includes..classical literature, philosophy, psychology..kant, hegal..freud...etc..etc..(my professor warned me not to study psychology but i did to some extent..)..When i started reading (not studying), i thought the best way to make my life meaningful is reading..i did to some extent..i still do....lock myself in a quite, peaceful room and read..(should make sure i have someone to feed me)

My cousin and i planned to finish our doctor studies together: hers is medicine while mine is doctorate....Now she is a doctor and i ????

A friend of mine asked me if i ever thought about exercise..(am i getting healthier???) of course, who doesn't want to be fit? Walking is so dear to me..these days only sometimes..that too at midnight..just finished..

The list goes on...
I know. "prioritize". Fine. When everything is important in its own way how to prioritize?

The list makes me tired sometimes. But i want to...am quite ambitious..want to know everything possible..but recently, only recently i realized that my curiosity has faded...mhumm....

Wait. This does not mean i have not accomplished anything..few that i have never ever thought of.

Now, what to do? The same friend told me, sentha listen to your intuition. LISTENING: Read..reading...and observing my life as someone who knows but who does not know...

Does this mean i should take life as it comes like a small leaf drifted in the natural flow of river, or?

As usual I am letting the infinite intelligence to guide me. Amen.