Of all these years...

I never wanted to miss you, i never thought i would miss you, but i miss you now.

In recent years the first time i realised that i miss u was when i went to KL last week.

Life is and will be totally different if you are around me.

The second time that i realised that i miss you was whn i was in singapore soon after my Kl trip.

And the third time, i realised i really miss you is today.

Today we had a gathering, dinner. I felt your absence.

My life would have also be different, if you were with me, and i donot have to go through what i am experiencing right now.

Life did not play a fair game with me.