Paradox

Same Sunday.. Same Sunday schedule. Same solitude(almost). But different. Entirely different. Different in the way the Sundays are spent. Sundays used to be soul filling. Then the soul was last. It was when survival took over soul searching. Survival instinct is stronger. Sad. We forget the essence of life and death. But as long as we remain humans the struggle between soul and survival is inevitable. But do we all realize the existence of soul? The shift from Sundays to soul is unexpected. It happens.
The Sundays were beautiful. Brimmed with happiness and hope.
Today is well spent;. cooking..reading...walking.....exactly the same.way it used to be. However the state of mind that every thing did was different. It is not a question nor a problem if u don't put your mind in it. Conscious of the actions. If you are not conscious of your actions you àre either careless or escape from reality. Things happen in a way that it changes the state of mind. . Things that are not connected to you may get into you and change your perspective. You don't realize the change until it gets you so much so you loose your self. The state of mind is important in order to keep up your self.
The self that does not loose itself will connect with its soul.